Another Day!


Another day has gone by. Not a good one today, I can't seem to get out of a nasty melancholy mood. Sat outside and cried listening to How to Save a Life. Don't know how to save mine right now.

Anyway....

I have lost control of my tomatoes. They are growing, and growing fast, one of the poles might be a tad short. But we will deal. Everyday I have been going out and tying up limbs that seem to be escaping. I know I keep repeating myself when I say how Happy I am with how the garden turned out this year. This fall I will get a bigger tiller and till it really good, add more compost, and next year, things will be even better. I will have the grow lite unit set up properly and that will be enough to start 300 plants the right way.

A Train is rumbling by... I should go out for another walk. My blood - pressure is up pretty high right now, has been all week.

Life...

I have a long list of projects that must be done by December 15, 2009!!!! I am trying to organize my life, but it is not happening , and I know don't know why I let it start, but I know why I can't get it back on track. And that is what I fight with, and loose every time. Once I let my finances get out of control, I let everything else spiral. And the sad thing is, I am not that hard up, nothing should be a problem, but I let a few hobby's get the best of me. And this smoking is really getting to be expensive. I have to stop, but it is so hard when they won't give me what works. And I have no will power when it comes to cigarette's. They have been my best friend since I was 14 years old. They have seen me through every single trauma, glorious memory, and have helped me survive this long. How do you go about giving up that?

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  1. RUIJuly 27, 2009 at 8:50 PM

    Tamara,
    I'm liking too much yr blog and everything you wrote there.
    Still continue like this way.
    Hope to hear from you soon.
    Rui
    1lindomenino

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