A good summer is over.

The summer is really gone now! It started out really rough, but in the end, I am very satisfied with how the garden looked, and it did produce. Things will be done differently next year. This is how you learn, by doing. It was the best therapy for me, even when I felt really tired and just crappy, it was nice to have a place finally to go outside and enjoy the view. I have never used the backyard before, but this year, every sunny day I was out doing something,and just sitting enjoying what I did all by myself. Give myself a pat on the back. But it is over for awhile. I have a few more things to do, but not much, just put things in the shed, and pull out the rest of the flowers that still where flowering until the snow came. But that is okay. It happens every year, every year of my life, except the one year I lived in Tucson, I have lived with winter. Don't know how else to live. And I think snow purifies everything. For a moment in time the world outside my door is pure white and untouched. I guess ya kind of have to romanticize winter when the temp drops to -30 and the wind howls. Winter.

So, now I must fill my time with something else, that will be easy, I have what I need to do anything I love to do, now I need to get that love back.

Now I need a blanket, the living room is getting cold.